
This morning at breakfast I renounced Roseburg. The previous evening some angry man threatened to tear our heads off and shit down our neck holes. This morning there was snow on the ground, I mean WTF it's supposed to be spring. I fear that I live in a town where I will not find love and when I do leave, someday, I will be too old to find it.

Why does Roseburg hate me so?

I went out to the college to work on my lesson plan. There was snow on the ground and a class in the room I needed.

I called Megan to tell her that God hated me and that I needed something to do. She asked what I wanted to do. I said cry.

We left the dark clouds of Roseburg and headed to the coast.

I told her every gruesome detail.

It was a cathartic afternoon.

The sad seems mostly gone now.

For dinner at the Captains' Catch we got sides of coleslaw. They brought them to us as an appetizer.

We had "fish" and chowder. I thought about asking what kind of "fish", but then I forgot.

When our waitress came to clear our table; she told me that I needed to eat a few more "fish" before I could leave.
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Oh crippling depression...
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